The World

I became highly religious minded at the age of forty five and started to practice yoga and meditation. I went to a Gujarathi's Krishna Temple in Sheffield whenever I had time even though I could not understand the language of the Gujarathis! The poojas are more or less the same as ours and there was no difficulty for me to concentrate on the poojas! I wanted to change my abnormal behavior and that was very painful for me in the early stages. I did severe yoga practices such as getting up early in the morning and chanting holy "mantras"and religious hymns. During those occasions I controlled my body & mind and started to see the body as merely as a" Body devoid of any senses" attached to it! Gradually I became as a "sidda"( the controller of mind). I could have been suffering due to my past "Karma"(actions) which might have continued since my re-birth! Some occultists said to me that I suffered from an EVIL during the past thirty years and...

When I came to England I had two children: one boy and a girl aged 7 & 3 years respectively. I was very lucky have a beautiful daughter and I loved her very much and she was my world. I kissed her affectionately and said good bye to her before I left to England! I wanted to earn some money in England to look after myself and my family.I instructed my wife to teach English to my children so that they may come to England one day! After I entered England I worked under a Srilankan Barrister after obtaining a work permit . At that time I was paid 3.50 pounds per hour! It was not so bad and I managed to look after myself in England! He helped me to obtain the work permit after six months of my arrival.He found my English was useful to attract the Srilankan clients who did not know English very much! Later I left him and worked days and nights to earn money. I did not want to be a fool in front of my Srilankan clique. Most of the Srilankan guys were very industrious and sent money to the...